She wants to hurt people before they can hurt me. I know she’s doing it to protect me but I don’t think she’s doing me any good. She pushes people away when I don’t want to – or don’t have the power to. I’m looking for reasons to stay and she’s looking for reasons to leave. In reality, we’re both looking for excuses.
She’s my ice queen. I love her.
I just wish she didn’t have to come that often.